Monday, March 29, 2010
Friday, March 26, 2010
Thursday, March 25, 2010
All of My Friends
I didn't
record this song about a half decade ago in Pittsburgh.
Should have, could have.
Then we would have sat on the porch and
had a beer and waited for Alexei to come home.
(Dry throats dry throats oh that feels just right.)
When he would have, he would have
just mumbled something about a wall. So we would have
eaten the rest of the anchovies
with crusty bread and talked about not fishing.
about a half decade ago
Pittsburgh
on the porch
had a beer and waited
for Alexei
he just mumbled something about a wall.
So we ate the rest of the anchovies with crusty bread
and talked
(those days are tucked away like
good records
behind my favorite books, I remember
everything about every room
I ever heard them in)
record this song about a half decade ago in Pittsburgh.
Should have, could have.
Then we would have sat on the porch and
had a beer and waited for Alexei to come home.
(Dry throats dry throats oh that feels just right.)
When he would have, he would have
just mumbled something about a wall. So we would have
eaten the rest of the anchovies
with crusty bread and talked about not fishing.
about a half decade ago
Pittsburgh
on the porch
had a beer and waited
for Alexei
he just mumbled something about a wall.
So we ate the rest of the anchovies with crusty bread
and talked
(those days are tucked away like
good records
behind my favorite books, I remember
everything about every room
I ever heard them in)
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
True of False
Love has two doors—to the present and the ever-changing present. You must use both of them.
True or False:
Though beauty is conditional, Marie's face isn't (the unconditional leaves its wake as beauty).
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Enjoying
the true and false.
This evening, jet lagged, most seem true.
I'll tune in again tomorrow, searching for the ones
the ones that bend
toward the middle.
Man oh man it would be good
to walk Manhattan with you.
Keep breathing
gold. Phew.
WCW awaits,
and all the others.
Coffees and the goodsnort
of morning, belly rub, fists
in eyes, headlines. I want to wash
all the shadows, all the cornerstalkers
off. All the off
off. Anything Blake
would hate, my 22 year old self
would hate. But love
got me here and
will get me there,
true or false?
This evening, jet lagged, most seem true.
I'll tune in again tomorrow, searching for the ones
the ones that bend
toward the middle.
Man oh man it would be good
to walk Manhattan with you.
Keep breathing
gold. Phew.
WCW awaits,
and all the others.
Coffees and the goodsnort
of morning, belly rub, fists
in eyes, headlines. I want to wash
all the shadows, all the cornerstalkers
off. All the off
off. Anything Blake
would hate, my 22 year old self
would hate. But love
got me here and
will get me there,
true or false?
Monday, March 22, 2010
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
I saw something worth mentioning yesterday. I was walking along Fourth Street, on the way back to the office from my lunchtime walk, when I came on a homeless man urinating on a cigarette. When I think back on it, I remember seeing him hunch over as if all the breath had left him. Then he dropped the cigarette half smoked. And then, with faintly bent knees, like someone with a bad back crouching to expel their bowels, fiddled with his fly. A thin leap of piss struck the sidewalk and began wandering its aim to dribble on the mark. A woman who happened to be standing outside the Fuller Building across the street crossed her arms and turned her back. I walked right past. When I looked over my left shoulder, though, he was leaning with one hand pressed to the building, as if the strain had left him half-conscious. He cocked his head my way, as if he could hear eyesight. It was a strange, but subtle enough exchange I almost forgot it.
Thursday, March 11, 2010
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Sweetness says I'm tired.
A day the length of a roughed up body.
Useless work is hard work.
Tonight I'm going to blink bourbon and grow olives.
Each olive will be blue and have a pit.
It will be a genuine pit.
It will go round and round between the holding fingers.
It will go down and down like the place they put bodies.
But down at the bottom, the magic is, they're still alive.
And one of them is me looking up and knowing this.
A day the length of a roughed up body.
Useless work is hard work.
Tonight I'm going to blink bourbon and grow olives.
Each olive will be blue and have a pit.
It will be a genuine pit.
It will go round and round between the holding fingers.
It will go down and down like the place they put bodies.
But down at the bottom, the magic is, they're still alive.
And one of them is me looking up and knowing this.
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
Imagine these are lucky ones,
echoing things--things?--
swathed in unfolding, in confounding when
all other floating
heretofore
is giving, not collecting,
launching or living or
best, the private blind-side that always
comes clean
without prompting.
For a guy like you
sweetness follows
and then tags along
the ankles like, yup,
a pup. We know
what is
by what was
a little longer:
the act, the scene, the gesture
before
they rise, rise, rise
to salute the better shadow.
echoing things--things?--
swathed in unfolding, in confounding when
all other floating
heretofore
is giving, not collecting,
launching or living or
best, the private blind-side that always
comes clean
without prompting.
For a guy like you
sweetness follows
and then tags along
the ankles like, yup,
a pup. We know
what is
by what was
a little longer:
the act, the scene, the gesture
before
they rise, rise, rise
to salute the better shadow.
I imagine there are some lucky ones who
find the thing--the thing!--
sweet in its unfolding, in its combining with
all the other floating data,
away from
recollection, form, languaging, or,
worst, the private build-up that all but guarantees
flat soda.
Come clean.
Okay.
For a guy like me,
what's sweet must surprise
and then run
quickly
away. What was that,
I wonder, that
scent of wildest
. . . ? Let me not
know
a little longer,
god, keeper, author of this tiny
human
applause.
I want to be a better man.
find the thing--the thing!--
sweet in its unfolding, in its combining with
all the other floating data,
away from
recollection, form, languaging, or,
worst, the private build-up that all but guarantees
flat soda.
Come clean.
Okay.
For a guy like me,
what's sweet must surprise
and then run
quickly
away. What was that,
I wonder, that
scent of wildest
. . . ? Let me not
know
a little longer,
god, keeper, author of this tiny
human
applause.
I want to be a better man.
Saturday, March 6, 2010
It was
what I imagine
the Titanic of monologues
would be...
so I've been reading all about
The Killing of a Chinese Bookie
and watching
said film.
Cassavetes always
makes me feel better, which
means
more human.
Oh my it was just terrible.
the Titanic of monologues
would be...
so I've been reading all about
The Killing of a Chinese Bookie
and watching
said film.
Cassavetes always
makes me feel better, which
means
more human.
Oh my it was just terrible.
Friday, March 5, 2010
Uncle Benjamin,
Who played the clown, I wonder? Did everyone in attendance, audience and auteurs, wear red noses? Probably. Surely. And the monologue shuffled through the aisles and spoke like a hobo from the 30's, dispensing wisdom like tobacco saliva in a spittoon. The last few breaths of that introduction don't sound like an accident, though. They sound like some definitive statement on behalf of the invisible creative mind at play in the long-gone and currently shrugging and soon-to-be-at-bat masses. The fact that this guy was cut from the film strangely makes him the star of the thing. And that's how it is with everyone. That's what he's saying, I think, when he takes his bow and his bowler hat rolls off his head right into our laps. Like the guillotined head of some oppressive king.
The Executioner of the Important
Sows Smaller Heads
On Larger Bodies,
The Headshrinker A Heart-Enlarger,
but then again
decapitation*
is only an excuse(an
invitation)
for resurrection
The Executioner of the Important
Sows Smaller Heads
On Larger Bodies,
The Headshrinker A Heart-Enlarger,
but then again
decapitation*
is only an excuse(an
invitation)
for resurrection
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